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21-04-2023 12:51 AM - edited 21-04-2023 01:01 AM
21-04-2023 12:51 AM - edited 21-04-2023 01:01 AM
Idk what would be a good title
I havent posted here in a very long time. I joined about 6 years ago. I don't eveknow why I am here.
I guess I am just writing one desperate thing before I say goodbye to life for good.
I am so tired of trying to live. I can't even smile properly. Life just isn't worth it. So so long and thanks for the all fish.
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21-04-2023 06:44 AM
21-04-2023 06:44 AM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
I am so happy to see you, @The-red-centaur ! I think of you and wonder how you're doing...are you still in WA?
I'm sorry thought that things haven't improved for you 💔
Sending warm hugs - I know they won't help but I'm glad to see you here ❤️
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22-04-2023 09:32 PM
22-04-2023 09:32 PM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
@Former-Member @NatureLover
Hi. Thank you for the reply.
I ended up in hospital Thursday night. Was discharged and hurt myself last night. Today. Well I just feel tired. Tempted to harm again but at the same time I know it won't actually do anything. The Dr at the hospital wants Mr to pursue an autism diagnosis but at 30 it's hard and my psychiatrist can't actually help. I feel stuck. Life is ok but I can't understand my emotions or human interaction, I don't enjoy anything and feel hopeless about a future.
I'm not as suicidal today, I don't have the energy to go through with anything.
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22-04-2023 10:02 PM
22-04-2023 10:02 PM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
@The-red-centaur So sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, that is heavy stuff. I hope you are able to get lots of rest tonight, as it sounds like you're really sitting in a lot of exhaustion. It's reassuring to know that you are feeling less suicidal, but I am sad to know how hopeless you are also feeling.
With the autism diagnosis, totally understand it could be a bit of a process - it's always hard getting diagnosed later in life. How are you feeling about the prospect of being diagnosed with ASD?
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23-04-2023 12:57 AM
23-04-2023 12:57 AM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
@Former-Member irs ok. The reply was fine. I had a big reply I'd written to you and @Jynxme and @NatureLover I thought I'd posted but I realise my browser refreshed as I pressed reply and it cleared it all.
I'd write it all again bit I'm not really up to it. Tbh I'm not ok at the moment. I reached out to my carer but he's gone to bed now. I feel like I can't do this. I'm scared to get him for the consequences. But there's consequences if I don't. I feel torn.
I just want out or to hurt myself to make it stop.
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23-04-2023 01:29 AM
23-04-2023 01:29 AM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
@Former-Member I contacted mental health emergency response line. It helped a little.
I live with carers. They gave me some prn qnd I'm going to try to sleep
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23-04-2023 08:45 AM
23-04-2023 08:45 AM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
@The-red-centaur I'm glad you're living with carers... Hope you're coping OK ❤️
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23-04-2023 09:18 AM
23-04-2023 09:18 AM
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@NatureLover I'm not really ok. I'm currently waiting for an ambulance to get some medical attention. I've been waiting 2 hours already. Urg. The government's need to something about health care.
I tried holding on during the night but I just couldn't. I am really tired of everything. I'm tired of trying.
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23-04-2023 04:45 PM
23-04-2023 04:45 PM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
I just got home.
I don't want to deal with life rn.
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23-04-2023 04:55 PM
23-04-2023 04:55 PM
Re: Idk what would be a good title
That sounds like such a tough space to sit in @The-red-centaur
I hear there is a lot going on for you right now. Please know I am here if you need a chat.