Hi @BryanaCamp , yes they are horrible, torturous and distracting. I pretty much cant think of anything else. All that goes thru my head all the time is the thoughts about how my head feels, how i cant even think straight, how i cant see a way out of this, how i feel trapped, how im so scared that this is it for me. Thats it, thats all there is. Even when im trying to distract myself, thats still whats going round and around in my head. The thoughts and the physical symptoms together are just torturous!
Thats great about the new job @BryanaCamp , i had forgotten, sorry. My head is like a sieve. Is it part time? What will u be doing? Thats very exciting for u. Lovely that the ppl u volunteer with gave u such a gd reference and assisted u in getting the new job. I can understand u wanting to repay the favour by continuing to volunteer where u r.
Sounds like uv had a busy day so far. Wev done the fruit n veg shop (did the main shop last night) and got card for my hubbys son for his bday tmrw, thats about it. Plan to go out a bit later, if i can avoid the rain, and giv pups some exercise.
Doggy is doing well, she seems to hav overcome whatever was ailing her. I hav taken her for several lots of exercise that include running but not as vigorously as before, and no jumping up to catch balls - and she seems to hav handled it well. Things r ok with hubby. He seems to b a little bit better in his support of me, i can talk to him a little more, but not too much. But some improvement is better than none right?! Jusr wish there wld b an improvement in me and my condition!!!
All the very best for ur new job @BryanaCamp . Best wishes for ur first day, and week. I hope it goes rly well for u. Will b thinking of u. Xxx
