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28-03-2017 02:00 PM
28-03-2017 02:00 PM
Just....help....
I debated whether to write this or not.....
I am waiting for a bed to become available at a private psych hospital. The latest should be Wed (tomorrow) or Thurs.
I am struggling SOOOO much. I am unable to function. Mixed bipolar episode....anxiety through the cathedral roof.... hallucinations thick and fast.
I am so so cold but supposedly its warm and humid. I have taken some PRN medication and it hasnt touched the sides.
I have hit the wall.........and I dont know how to keep coping until admission.
I am waiting for my psychiatrist to ring me back........ to talk calm into me.
I am safe (S wise) but I am totally utterly depserate
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28-03-2017 02:05 PM
28-03-2017 02:05 PM
Re: Just....help....
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28-03-2017 02:06 PM
28-03-2017 02:06 PM
Re: Just....help....
Hi @Ayesha, I am super struggling myself right now, but I wanted to let you know that I've read your post and I hear you. I know how a couple of days can seem like a thousand years when you are waiting for something that you know will help. I hope your psychiatrist calls super soon and is able to help you settle enough to make the waiting a tiny bit less difficult. I'm about to go and snuggle in my bed for a while now, but I really wanted you to know that I hear you.
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28-03-2017 08:14 PM
28-03-2017 08:14 PM
Re: Just....help....
Hello @Ayesha I have had a tough day myself, a call to lifeline and the sane line, have you tried calling these? or your state mental health team? I think it may be worth your while to talk to them and try and get to a general hospital,
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28-03-2017 08:31 PM
28-03-2017 08:31 PM
Re: Just....help....
Ayesha, have you had dinner tonight? i say these things alot but when your having a really hard time making a check list of simple things to do for the day/night can help. work back from your bed time.
Example:
Bed time 10.30pm
shower and teeth
book, game craft/hobby or movie
dishes
msg a friend (some sort of communication to another)
dinner
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28-03-2017 09:27 PM
28-03-2017 09:27 PM
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28-03-2017 11:16 PM
28-03-2017 11:16 PM
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I'm so glad you asked for help here. Sometimes it's just good to talk and distract ourselves until sleep comes.
If you are still awake - I'm happy to chat.
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30-03-2017 09:06 AM
30-03-2017 09:06 AM
Re: Just....help....
Dear Ayesha,
I have been in the same place. It is hell.
I know what it islike to be waiting for a bed.
I know what it is like to be waiting for a call from your psychiatrist.
Time has no meaning, and your thoughts are all horrible and panicky.
I just want to say that I have been there, and I am feeling for you, more deeply than you know.
Take courage that it will all pass. I promise you, I have been there and it does pass.
Ellu