My heart has been aching for a dear friend who lost someone very special to her recently. I am
feeling really selfish for not sending her a message (I am going to do that next though) because it has brought your death ten fold. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you it's been a very long nine years here without you.
The last time we spoke was on Valentine's Day when you called that night, I said hello gorgeous and you replied "Don't you love me anymore" I was having such a shi**ie day I had forgot to send you your valentine message. Three weeks later you where gone. I don't know when it gets easier, they say it takes time! I don't think there will be a time when I think of your passing and my heart doesn't shatter like it was yesterday.
I miss you so very much my tiny dancer. You will always be in my heart, so till we meet again I will miss every moment we could have had together, every cuppa, every smoke, every argument, every dam tennis game, every laugh, every hug, every moment of safety I felt when you where by my side. Love you so very much.
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