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06-08-2020 11:15 AM
06-08-2020 11:15 AM
Re: Darkness
Sending you a big warm gentle comforting hug, Nikki
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06-08-2020 11:19 AM
06-08-2020 11:19 AM
Re: Darkness
Oh honey...we are here for you whenever your ready.
Love you to the moon and back 💗
sending you a gentle hug ❤️
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06-08-2020 11:58 AM
06-08-2020 11:58 AM
Re: Darkness
NO YOU CANT. Remember our promise.
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06-08-2020 01:10 PM
06-08-2020 01:10 PM
Re: Darkness
I know @Lee82 amd it's the only thing keeping me from it. Love you 4000
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06-08-2020 03:36 PM
06-08-2020 03:36 PM
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For what ever happened honey I am so very sorry. My heart is breaking for you my beautiful friend.
please remember just how much you mean to me. Please remember that I will always be here for you.
love you unconditionally Nikki. ❤️
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06-08-2020 05:40 PM
06-08-2020 05:40 PM
Re: Darkness
🦖🦕
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06-08-2020 07:11 PM
06-08-2020 07:11 PM
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06-08-2020 07:28 PM
06-08-2020 07:28 PM
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Thank you @Lee82 and @outlander , you both are totally amazing friends who I probably don't deserve. So time to explain today, @Appleblossom you my friend will understand this probably a little too well 😞
The past SI attempts (expect the last one which I won't talk about ever) have almost been half hearted. What I haven't shared is like our friend Apple, I too had an SI delay tactic. What I told myself was that all I needed to do is to reconnect with my dad one more time and then it was ok to let go. I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would ever see him again.
Todays visit was uncomfortable for everyone but we where there for an hour and half and the conversation flowed with no awkward silence. We left agreeing to do it again in a couple of weeks. I walked to the car, once in the car I lost all my words, couldn't look at hubby and couldn't stand his touch at all and still can't. Full on internal melt down refused to let it show to anyone, still avoiding contact even eye contact with anyone. Emotional done, physically exhausted and just over these feelings.
@Lee82 , I am keeping our promise from here on in my love.
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06-08-2020 08:01 PM
06-08-2020 08:01 PM
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Hey gorgeous. I had no idea that was your plan. Am I right in saying that it is no longer your plan?
i can understand why it has been so hard to communicate after such a big moment. Are you able to talk about how you feel now that you have seen your dad?
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06-08-2020 08:08 PM
06-08-2020 08:08 PM
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please keep reaching out and staying safe