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[Lee82]

Yea I have conflicting feeling about this @NatureLover 

Firstly I feel relieved because right now I really don't have anyone to look after my boys and also Mr9 struggles greatly with separation anxiety at the moment and also I really don't want to go to hospital but I do know that I need to go. 
On the other hand 6 months is a hell of a long time. I don't know if I can continue going through all this pain for that long. I don't know how I can continue to go on for another 6 months. 
the MH system absolutely sucks. It is so damn bad. 

[Lee82]

@Former-Member Thinking of you hun. Hoping you are safe and ok. ❤️💙💜

[NatureLover]

Yes, I thought you'd have conflicting feelings about it, @Lee82 , especially with Mr 9 having bad separation anxiety. 

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@Lee82 wrote:

On the other hand 6 months is a hell of a long time. I don't know if I can continue going through all this pain for that long. I don't know how I can continue to go on for another 6 months. 

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I hear you... 😞 It's a long time to wait 😞

[Lee82]

I don't know what to do @NatureLover . 
I feel like screaming and crying and just putting my hands up in the air and saying what's the point anymore. 

[NatureLover]

Can you discuss it with your psychologist next time you see her, in a week's time? @Lee82  She might know what to do, especially if you tell her you don't think you can wait 6 months...

Sending you big hugs...you will get through it, my friend... 🧡

[Lee82]

It's actually my psychiatrist that has organised it. I will contact him next week and see what he says. 
Neothing wvwr goes smoothily there is always some sort of o sticks I have over cive. I ab do aichv is. He 

@NatureLover 

[Lee82]

I miss you my beautiful BFF 

@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

Hi @Lee82 

It sounds like you are dealing with an awful lot tonight. It is understandable to feel disappointed and scared of the uncertainty that comes with waiting so long. Plus, there is also part of you that is relieved that it could give you time to handle other things in your life, which sounds really confusing to sit with.

We are sitting with you, and if you need some extra support tonight, please reach out to a service or a personal support.

Warmest, 

Basil

[Former-Member]

Hey fourm land friends, well it's the end of the day for me already. Pain in my knee is excruciating so taken some pain meds and my night ones already about almost in nod land. Wishing you all a peaceful night. 
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[MDT]

Hey @Former-Member
Sleep well my friend.