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26-02-2016 05:54 PM
26-02-2016 05:54 PM
Abandonment
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26-02-2016 07:52 PM
26-02-2016 07:52 PM
Re: Abandonment
Hey,
I want to let you know that's ok to have these feelings. It's a lot to work through and I think it's justified to question your relationship with your father. You state there is a lot of past evidence to support how you think right now. But doesn't mean he still won't make the effort or that he will.
If you're feeling this way I think you should try and reach out to family that you do have a strong attachment to. What does your sister think? They might be having similar feelings about the issue.
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26-02-2016 08:10 PM
26-02-2016 08:10 PM
Re: Abandonment
Hi @Rosalieann,
I don't think you are not insane @Rosalieann. To me it seems that you are having a perfectly reasonable response. MI aside, the circumstances that you are facing would leave most people upset, hurt, and angry.
It sounds like your dad has not been fully present for you and your sister, and it seems that your feelings have been invalidated by his actions too time over again. I'm not suggesting that your dad is bad, or that he did this on purpose. What I'm trying to get across is that the impact of his behaviour on you - the pain it causes - is rarely aknowledged. He has realised it at times, and it certainly sounds like he tries, but for the most part, it seems there's a lot of hurt that is unresolved for you.
In a hypothetical world, what would you want to tell your dad that you need from him?
@Rosalieann it's totally understandable that you're feeling ashamed and worried about missing out. Like @mrkotter suggests, is it possible to chat to someone that you feel close?
CB
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26-02-2016 11:59 PM
26-02-2016 11:59 PM
Re: Abandonment
It takes courage to tell your story @Rosalieann
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27-02-2016 01:40 AM
27-02-2016 01:40 AM
Re: Abandonment
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27-02-2016 05:17 PM
27-02-2016 05:17 PM
Re: Abandonment
Thanks everyone for your kindness it's so hard to deal with it all at the moment
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02-03-2016 11:40 PM
02-03-2016 11:40 PM
Re: Abandonment
Set boundaries of what you expect of him, how often he needs to visit you etc you may need to compromise a little bit here and there. Just a thought
I hope that makes sense