Battles

[Dreamy]

@Jynx I'm hurting so much right now, I didn't even get a chance to pick myself up of the floor before being ripped up from where I was to be hurt again. 

I'm trying hard to calm my breathing but I'm in one hell of a state right now. 

I want to be anywhere but here.

[Dreamy]

 

@Jynx 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy no matter what, it will be over, in time. I know, it's so hard, and so, SO exhausting. 

If an email check in or anything would help you just let me know ok? 💜

[Dreamy]

@Jynx i need it to be over now though. 

I could do with an email check in but I also don't want to put too much on you cos I know it's alot to hear. 

[Jynx]

I'll flick you one @Dreamy sounds like it could help. Just gonna have my dinner soon too so I will see your response on my return 😉

[Dreamy]

Thankyou @Jynx. I hope you enjoyed your dinner ❤️

[Dreamy]

@Jynx i have this guy messaging me he's the same age as me. When we first started talking like 10 years ago he couldn't handle my depression and was a complete ass and I stopped talking to him. Anyway like 8 years later he messages me saying sorry for how he acted and that it wasn't fair and wished me well. We got to talking and things seemed to be going well, although he caught me at a really bad time in my life. Then we stopped talking and I didn't hear from him for a year, then out of the blue he messaged again. We talked daily for a while and i was starting to feel a connection to him but I'm extremely cautious given my history but i worked up the courage to see him and we caught up once and he was clearly only interested in one thing. I was hurt and stopped contact, but he has started messaging me again but he keeps trying to force me to see him, now he lives with a group of guys and I'm not about to put myself in that situation. Like what am I supposed to do in this situation. And yes I've blocked him before but then I get down cos I don't have any friends to talk to so I unblock him and he contacts me again. But he knows what I've been and am going through and he still just wants to get into my pants. 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy UGH. 

Have to skedaddle but just wanted to offer solidarity cos... ugh. You deserve so much better!

[Dreamy]

Thanks @Jynx ❤️. UGH indeed, the frustration is real. There's a reason I will not enter into a relationship with anyone ever again. 

Hope you have a good night ❤️

[Dreamy]

Morning @Bunniekins, how are you going?