@Dreamy 

I totally understand that not wanting to take the disappointment any more.  I still always fall for it though... sort of.  If someone says "we'll have to catch up", I don't really get me hopes up anymore, but there's a part of me that always thinks "maybe this time it will happen".  Then it doesn't and I get angry at myself for even entertaining the thought!

If anyone can get through this, even alone, it's you.  But lets hope it doesn't come to that.  Hopefully they can do something to help you through this process.  They have to understand how traumatic this must be for you!

I can't even imagine how difficult it must be to face someone like that, so I wont try to give any useless advice on how to make it easier.  Al I can say that if it was me, and I looked at them, I would just think about that i was doing this to protect those innocent lives.  And just hope that gave me the strength.  And I know how much that thought drives you, so use it to your advantage as much as you can! 

Damn couches!  You need to feed yours more so that it doesn't eat your pencils.  I feed mine old remotes.

Oowww... a being in a dome with stars on the inside!  I'm in!  It reminds me of this gadget I found that I want so bad!  But it's stupid expensive for what it does.  But i just want it so bad.  

https://professorplums.com.au/products/homestar-flux-home-planetarium-star-projector

You get slides for it with different views.  Even now, i'm trying not to order it! 😖

Just be careful what you wish for.  Get me started on talking about astronomy, and you wont shut me up! 🤣

My Friday has been very quiet @rav3n.  the next couple of weeks are quite bust so enjoying the free day while I can.  I do have plans to meet my sister tomorrow morning.  I only met her 4 years ago.  She's the only one of my biological family that I still have contact with.  We're both very similar in so many ways, including that we are both terrible are keeping in contact, we we both admit.  So it's really nice to catch up when we can.