@MJG017 yeah I don't get my hopes up, I mean I've caught up with the one guy a few times but then it just stopped. I just can't take the disappointment so it's easier to for me to not expect anything. 

Yeah that's the thing alot of these things have to be dealt with all at the one time cos they all sort of intertwine with each other. I just hope that I can get support going through this cos I'm not sure i can do it alone. 

The court process is going to be absolute hell, facing one of the people that abuses me in order to protect innocent lives. 

I always need those chats and distractions and even more so at the moment.

@rav3n Wanna have a laugh, I was having a meltdown, like the world was gonna end over not being able to find one of my pencils, and I needed it for the next picture I'm doing. Anyway turns out my lounge tried to swallow it 😂