@rav3n i just want a break, that's why my brain thinks the easy way out just to escape everything. The phone call that I got just after 4pm has thrown a whole lot of more things my way and the fact that I have to talk to a legal place to try and get advice about going to court, like I just don't have this in me. Thankyou, it really means so much to know that I'm not alone and that you are here to keep me from slipping away ❤️.