@Jynx Right! It takes ages to work up the courage to make a phone call, and thinking about what to say and then if you get message bank, don't even get me started 😂.

Gah I'm just so over everything taking so much effort. One of these places that needs to make contact is like so important for safety reasons and yet it just feels like I'm not even valued enough to be helped. 

Anyway that's my rant, moving on 😂.