@Jynx i can't even move at the moment. My stomach is in knots and I feel so sick, doesn't help that I have emetophobia so that's only adding to the anxiety. I keep getting that feeling like right before you pass out, when your hearing goes, your head goes all weird and you start blacking out. My brain is thinking worst case scenarios, like what if I pass out then I chuck up and choke on my own vomit.