Thanks@Dreamy.  I know i have those reasons as well, but some days it just doesn't feel like enough.  The approaching inevitably of everything really does weigh heavily and can be so hard to distract myself from. But, like so many things, it's not something i can control so i try to avoid thinking about it, doesn't mean it's easy though... or even possible at times.  Thank god for cats! 😁

What did you end up having for dinner?  I might just have some toast or cornflakes later on.  That is about the amount of effort i have in me tonight.  Why does it take effort to even find the energy to make an effort? 🤣