Hi @8ppleTree,

I guess that is one of the reasons I have come here. Unfortunately I don't have anyone I can really talk to. I am so socially inept which makes it hard to build friendships, this is something I am working on. Well, embarrassingly, I think what has triggered these feelings is my jealousy. It feels uncomfortable even writing it to a stranger. I am feeling jealous of my partner working with another woman, I hate that I feel this way because he has given me no reason to worry. This year I really wanted to make the effort in building my self-esteem but hating myself is all I know so its going to be a long and probably slow journey.

It feels good to be heard... like I mentioned I don't really have people I can just open up to fully.