You can call me anything, As long as it's not bloke, mate, or bob if you catch my drift.

I don't mean to be like this, I'm really sorry something Is just not right.

I talk to doctors, Counselers, meds screwed me up, I can see people wanting to help but it's just not working, I don't blame anyone for trying.

I call hot lines you name it, I just don't until 

but yes I'm in a bad place and the people I love are hurting me, even if they don't mean to.

it's so painful, trauma sux, when I'm ok I'm awesome. But omg when I'm not I'm in total hell. I'm sure plenty of people know that feeling