Hi @Ybother, I just wanted to drop by and say that you are most certainly welcome here and while I'd like to tell you that you belong here, I know that's up to you to decide. It's a feeling no one but you will know, though I hope you do feel welcome, supported and accepted here, I understand needing to find the space that feels like the right fit for you. I hope you are able to find that place, whether that's a particular space on these forums, another forum or somewhere offline. Wishing you all the very best. 🌹