Hello @Namehere and welcome to the forums. I'm sorry to hear about your accident, that would have been very hard to go through. Have you been able to get any support for yourself after the accident? It can take time to process things and everyone is different in what they need during that time. It's great that you still enjoy remote control cars, they are lots of fun. Sometimes we just have to take things step by step and trust that things will get better in time. 

I hope you can find some support here, we are always happy to help however we can. You are not alone 😊.