Hey @Just ,

I guess we can say that we have all made mistakes in the past that we are not proud of. Things that we wished we'd never done. Yet as you mentioned, you didn't know any better. You are not alone in feeling this way about things. I have certainly done things I've regretted. 

But what's most important, you acknowledge the wrong doing and you are willing to do something about it. 

We are sitting with you.