Thank you @Former-Member. 

This has been just a small part of unpacking events that caused me trauma over nearly 15 years service after trauma symptoms emerged late last year but very significant. I am making a huge effort to avoid the what it's and concentrating on now and each step forward...if I could change anything it would be having decent counselling back then. To everyone here tonight, my best wishes to each of you, your families, friends and community members.