@The-red-centaur Firstly - you did not let it happen - it happened to you and without your consent. Whether you froze or fought does not matter - it is assault!

The decision to report it or not has to be entirely yours - you need to be ok with your decision as being the right one for you. Whether you remember actual dates etc. should not be a factor in your decision - they are things that can be looked at later. What is a factor is how this is affecting you and if you feel that reporting it will help YOU then that is all you need to consider. If you decide to go down that path then your psychologist should be able to help you with the process.

The most important person in this is YOU @The-red-centaur and we will be here to listen whatever you decide. There are specific community guidelines that mention what you can and cannot say - they are there to provide a safe environment for you and other members - so whilst we are here to listen and support you maybe take a quick look here to familiarise yourself on what you can and cannot post.

Sitting with you @The-red-centaur