@Captain24 Would you look at that, Jynx is wrapping you up in the BIGGEST HUG. 

🫂🫂🫂

I'm sorry your brain is being so mean, telling you so many falsehoods and adamantly insisting they're the truth. It's really, REALLY hard when our brains don't give us any wiggle room to consider other options (which, when in spirally/dysregulation state, makes lots of sense since logic-brain is in shut down).

Sounds like you're pretty dysregulated hun, so I won't try to logic you out of these thoughts. Just know that there is someone in this world (probably many someones, but I can only speak for myself) who cares about you, who sees the truth beneath all those thoughts -  sees a wonderful person, who simply cannot currently see that she is wonderful, that she is loved, that she is worth the effort, and that she is definitely worth fighting for. I hope that you do see it one day though. And I hope some part of you can accept this compassion from me tonight - just let a little in!! 

OMG he must keep you on your toes with all the uhhh.... hip humping action!! Bahaha oh dear! Does he go through his toys? Wears em out hahaha