Sorry I feel asleep last night . @Jynx. I wasn’t feeling very well at all and my meds hit me pretty much straight away.  Then I discovered I’m out of meds and have to order some. More money! 

I just feel like I’m too much, I’m too much for myself so why not others. As always (which I also hate about me) I put other people first and give them the option of bailing out. I don’t want to know me so I know other people don’t. 

I’ll see how it goes. She is awesome so hopefully she forgives me for failing. It’s just another thing I have failed at. The story of my life. 

It’s funny how some are so smart and othered aren’t. Pix always knows what is going on. Whether it’s a work day or a work night. When we are going on holidays. When we are going for a day out. When I’m getting ready to go back to work the next day. Jett has no idea and just follows her cues. He has no idea when he is in trouble unless you shout really loudly. He’s just one of those that the world goes on around him and he is indifferent to it. He has no idea of the word ‘treat’ with Pix I have to spell it when I’m talking to someone. 

I love the feed bowl thing. Sounds like Jazz has a little difficulty following routine! It’s so cool that they are different and have their own personalities.