It’s my fault she fell over. I was walking on the footpath. I should have given it all to her. It was inconsiderate of me. @tyme 

If that’s sympathy then I have it in unhealthy extremes. 

I was kinda doing a little better. I’m not being as risky, I’ve been trying to self regulate. But I feel like I’ve fallen backwards. 

I wish I could see what you see. I wish I had something to strive for like dangling the carrot of who I am. I just don’t know who that is. 

Im not sure I mean much too many people.