Hi @tyme 

not the best, I had a bit of a nosebleed this morning but was able to moisturise the nostril where it bled from with the paw paw cream to stop the nosebleed from coming. Umm I went to bed at 10pm last night but took me until way past 1am to fall asleep, and I think it was because of thinking & cause there’s these supplements that my naturopath has prescribed me (including a sleep supplement) that I haven’t initially made a purchase yet until that 1am time. So I’ve finally decided to purchase that sleep supplement since I’ve been having issues with sleep — I know that adults are meant to get 8-9 hours of sleep each night but I’ve been getting mainly less than that. Though either sometimes or a few times so far I was able to sleep within the 8 hour period…

also, yeah, it’s sad to know that there isn’t anyone in my life that isn’t willing to talk to me nor wanting to make long term connections with me just because of the person that I am, but at the same time what I’ve been always doing is not something that I can simply change though & I wish people can accept that.

also, about working and/or volunteering in general (even tho I don’t work atm) I still am not willing to attend work or volunteer mainly cause of the other people that work or volunteer that I don’t like or that piss me off most likely. The ones that annoy me the most are the ones that are in the same generation (Gen Z) as me if I’m being real honest here, especially if the ones that are of the same gender as me are all talking to one another but then I get excluded, so as a result I get jealous.

EDIT: on top of that, I’ve been having some thoughts about Centrelink and work. Cause I know when you work you get paid more than what you get from your Centrelink payments so…it would be great if I were to get into a back of house role, but according to the recruitment agencies I’ve emailed to and asked with, they said that they currently don’t have any of those roles available which is…a shame tbh. Also, why is it so hard to apply for a job these days??? Like we either send or physically hand in our resumes to employers but yet none of them have gotten back to us…like…just why????

Edit 2: oh, and I’ve also submitted my NDIS change of circumstances form to the NDIS that I had to fill in regarding my current circumstances + the additional supports I need and I hope they will get back to me as soon as possible. Because the NDIS senior complaints officer there contacted me about it last week after I had to email my local MP about why my ‘internal review’ initially took too long to begin with.