Thanks @tyme @Jynx @Former-Member @rav3n @Ru-bee for all your inputs... Truly am grateful... 

I guess I am hoping that one day it'll be sunshine and butterflies and that soon the fog will lift... I will try and strive for continuing to seek help when I need to just so I can get on with life with little bumps here and there....

I know life is never perfect not there's any 'normality' in it but I just wish that it gives me some slack and atleast enjoy whatever this life brings... 🙂