not gonna lie we missed out on things, we went without but now that I look back I know her heart was there

sometimes I think about as a parent at night what I could of done better that day or how I can provide more or better for my family I have no doubt that if she could look back now she would probably think the same but she didnt have the capacity back then to think that way, or action it

@tyme she just did what she always did she didn’t think maybe the way I do about my family she just knew no different she was also stuck in this cycle with my dad he manipulated her and hurt us all more then I will ever be able to share @tyme
even when I have shared things they don’t half of what really happened not even welfare know