Very much hearing your pain @Powderfinger  There are no quick or simple answers here. It is not something you can work through or get over right now because it is too raw and too present. Feeling all those things you are right now are very real and very valid. You have lost something truly special to you and having to share the same space with your ex until she moves would be nothing short of torture for you. I could say hold onto those special moments or do things for yourself each day to get through but I also know how you are presently feeling they are just hollow words. Allow yourself this time to grieve, allow yourself to be upset, angry, hurt ...you have every right to be feeling what you are and we will continue to be here for you as you navigate these next few weeks. listen and provide whatever support we can