@Zoe7 

Hmmmm.... yes and not being able to actually really communicate at all. We are civil but for the most part we do our own things. It's been really hard to untangle myself from our lives into my life. We do our own food shopping, neither of us know what us going on for the other, we do our own washing, just all the things couples would do, we don't do anymore. It's been hard detangling myself from all that. 

On top of it, trying to cope when I'm not. There's so much to say to her but nothing to say at the same time. It's really hard seeing her around in what used to be our house as a couple. I keep wanting to go away. Work and commitments hold me here. At least just for a week by myself to have some space and headspace on my own. I'd love to do this. 

Anyhow, yes thus is right. I have my little community right here if peeps supporting me and backing me all the way. I'm lucky to have that. Sometimes I wish the rule about being anonymous can be broken. Makes it quite difficult when you speak to folk quite a bit that you have never met before. I know it's their for reasons. I'm sure many have felt that at certain points in being here. 

I wasn't able to edit all my photos to get rid of my name showing, but could do a few. I can post them here now. 

I'll send separately. 

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