So good you Mum has eaten and drunk a little @Razzle You both ned to be able to do that to keep your energy levels up. I often do not feel like doing either of those things either when overcome with thoughts but am learning to fight through that. I can manage to feed my babies and then will have something, however small, for myself.

I do hope you can get some sleep Hon - it may be a hard night for you but someone very wise once told me that rest is just as important - so if you can at least get some rest throughout the night then sleep may follow.