Hey @tyme !

Just jammed on the piano for about 45 minutes - there's a well-played, sweet-sounding black Yamaha they have here, I'm so fortunate. The nursing student even came in halfway to be my captive audience.

I am anticipating a call from my ex, who has arranged a phone call tonight. I've been trying to get to speak to him for a week. I think he hung up on me last Friday evening. He says he didn't see my call or message. I will never know what the truth is.

Thoughts are swirling around my mind, making me restless and my anxiety is a 9/10. Mood overall 4/10, when I am usually a 7/10. The increased medications have definitely settled me, as well as given me the first 8-hour sleep in 2 months!

I have written up a 2-page spread of my A5 journal of points to raise with my ex.

My church pastor just rang and prayed over me to ask God's presence, and give me clarity and wisdom in this upcoming conversation.

Here's hoping that my ex and I are both in a open, receptive and respectful frame of mind.

Wish me luck!

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