I can see what an uphill climb it must feel to you to have begun the police process again. I don't think I would have the courage. I grew up in a violent household and, as an adult, have let borderline abuse go without seeking police intervention, just got myself out of the situation and away from that person. But there were never children involved, which made it simpler for me to do this. I am very sorry you are feeling so unsafe tonight. I also see you are a brave person.