@Former-Member I'm still here listening along with the moderators, feeling sorry about your troubled feelings. Is there any chance of giving your mind some rest from rehashing the events of the day and what might or might not come out of them? It seems likely you will have more strength to face the thoughts tomorrow. I know that doing this might be much easier said than done because here I am still here at the computer too. I hope it at least helps a little to have some online company while you are going through this.