@Appleblossom 

I have a print hanging in my home 

this print of a painting in 1876

draws me to the feelings and ambience of the period..

I feel and see me in this little girl...

I had very dark brown long hair with wide, very dark brown eyes almost black....intense and deep..

my hair is lighter now...my eyes are still the same colour and some people find them too intense as I always look into a person's eyes when talking to them..not intrusively though..more from a point of interest and having my attention...

the feelings that I draw from his painting match mine...that look of apprehension.....questioning...the slightly furrowed brow...worrying and dissociation...

I will post the picture as ...the little girl without a name for the story..

I will write to you separately also appleblossom...I was unaware of your current situation..

so very hard to keep up where people are at particularly more so as the forums have grown and expanded into a hive of activity an almost a hornet's nest of ranging,,varying emotions..

Sophia