Thank you @Sophia1 

I was hesitant to write my letter due to the nature of the posts after your initial one, I had thought it through offline and when I returned to this thread I realised I was deviating from the fun, hence my warning to begin with. The last thing I wanted to do was bring the fun to a halt. I just couldn't sleep and felt that what you had provided me with was a seed that grew enough for me to write my letter. So thank you for your kind words. I am sorry that you can relate to some of what my experiences are. 

Its nice to meet you @Exoplanet 

I love your avatar! 

On a brighter note, I am happy to play along and be Owl, thank you @Lilaca @Oaktree @NatureLover and everyone ..tagging limited in phone but I'm just not in the headspace to find my inner child at present. I'm grateful to be included and appreciate your patience with me. 🙏🌹