@Anastasia 

Thank you. I appreciate it. I've done a very good job, considering I've not done it before. I've worked in a couple of trades, so I guess it comes in handy. You are always very encouraging. It's lovely. 

You definitely need a tonne of patience with these things specifically. 

I know that doing the chairs at the moment is what is saving my life. I can't say I'm sane at the moment and am probably not going to be the same old me. I'm just filled with deep sadness, hurt and am in a deep depression. I can't stay in bed because of my thoughts so just try to stay busy. It's all still there. 

Thank you for your sweet message. I hope you are ok and things are ok. 

Sending love. X