Thank you, @chibam. Yes, it's tough when you need your online friends to be there and voicing true experiences are edited. I understand the dilemma but where else do I turn? How do I explain my predicament without explaining my experiences?

Anyway, it is possible that one 'delusion' is my experience with ex-psy's telepathy. It's not 'hearing voices', it's telepathy. It's scientifically proven if they bothered to branch out, do the research and extend their minds. They think they know it all, but they've only scratched the surface. After all, consciousness is supposed to be their field of expertise. It seems like it's mine!!

I'll post this while it's still there and do part 2 in a moment.