I felt incredibly sad and tired today. Inspite of that I managed to take myself driving for a house inspection, fill out an online application (incredibly hard for a Luddite like me), cook dinner and relax under the camellias at the coffee shop a while. On top of that I found Grace rather than fear in communication with my abuser today.

At the moment I should be punching the air and strutting with a victory pose, but I am still just so tired and so numb.

Be that as it may, the writing on the wall tells me I did OK today. It'll do.