@Former-Member

I'm very frustrated that i ain't got the one on one support i need too make life easier. The only supports i get are based around myself reaching out for it. Examples. Visiting people. Friends. Family. Community supports. And in all honesty. It becomes very tiring. It is in vein that i do it.

Ideally. A woman. A partner would be getting with me and doing the long term thing. So many hours alone. So many hours at home. Not enough outdoor exercise. Not enough good quality time with people. Too much technology. Etcetera.

Life is hard work. And i kind of given up on alot of stuff. The job. The partner. The good life. The house. The 4wd. The boat. The business. The gym. And i don't really care about any of it. Apart from when im face to face with it.

Eude.

I deserve that special relationship. The intimacy. The care. The friendship. The partner like figure. I've just resorted to this disabled and mentally ill lifestyle. And its just as hard as the opposite.