@Former-Member

No i don't have a slow cooker at the moment. I used too. But i broke it during one of my relapses.

No i am not sorry i asked about the smoking. I have to find out some how.

I have had a head ache all day. Early morning. Too much scree time. Not enough sleep.

I'm rather heartbroken about life. There is this internal feeling that just constantly eats away at me. A dissatisfaction. A discontentment. A displeasure. I suppose it has been there for many years now and is not about to go away. And it makes me try in vein to change the way things are.

My headache could be from running out of coffee this morning........

I think I'm going to call the crisis line so 8 can talk with someone.
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Eude