@Former-Member

Yea. It must bea difficult scenario to be going through. I feel for you and your son from both sides of the fence. And really do hope things turn around for him. And he finds stability.

You know. Everything you know or have read about me. It is just the tip of the ice berg and only scratching the surface of the complete and total picture. Meaning, everything that has gone on in my mind. It has been very mixed and jumbled up fora very long time. Very chaotic. Different phases. Different stages. Different natures.

The entire matrix. Of everything i have done. Compared to everything that has happened to me. It created a nightmare in my mind. And prevented me front just being stable. Securing accommodation. Paying rent power. Water. Building a few relationships. Mending a broken down family structure. Being able to move on from issues. (Big issues in my mind that just weren't true ) owning, maintaining and keeping a car on the road. Staying well. Staying out of hospital.

Eude

Sorry. Feeling very foggy.