Hi @Former-Member thank you so much for your consistent, persistent and unique way of offering me kind, accepting and understanding support. Hearing or reading nice words sometimes eases the huge weight of emotional distress. Too say the least.

(All is well in my world?) This may sound analytical and philosophical. But I'm realising something new about myself every day. I'm in a battle between the light and the darkness...

I have a roof over my head. A warm bed to sleep in. Food in my stomach. And I'm safe. Despite my illness raging war against my sanity. I have family, friends, community and church. I am rather well off in the scheme of things.

When i am in the midst of an unfolding episode of psychosis. I bring myself too a deep and meaningful state of repentance. Although it only keeps my demons at bay. And does little too resolve the hurt and pain. It is sometimes my last defence against a supernatural war. Which never ends.

Regards eude