Wow...
thats really inspiring @eudemonism🏆🏆
especially that coffee part. You are boosting with determination..and truly sounded a new person. Thanks for writing in today. Really appreciate you guys @Former-Member @Appleblossom @eudemonism @A2Z. I have been wondering of your ages recently. I remembered Apple is in late 50s. Am in late 40s. How about you eudemonism? To have insights and fighting spirits like that proves u a really mature person.

I texted a long reply last night Appleblossom ...but it too like @Former-Member 's.. went travelling into outer space when i posted it 🤒. Yesterday had been an unproductive day for me. Was supposed to attend 2 talks..morning and night..but i skipped both. Wanted to go swim downstairs..skipped that too. Was gloomy and lonesome whole day. Its part of this pmdd stuff when all hormones are in their downslide phase. I normally cry a lot around this time, lose interest in most of things and irritable too. The pain also tend to magnify when the body is at its weakest point of time.

Yes..missed my career days with students. I was an active and outgoing person..advisor of the school's cadette and prefect's board, also in the disciplinary board. That explains why i had been in so much training camps with them. Last week, the endocrinologist did suggested that i go back to work. Finding something to distract me especially when i am sad. Hmm..like u said its hard to compare and thinking of the swings of moods and pains am having..its really hard to take that into consideration. To have a fixed daily commitment is just like going backwards when i was purposedly given an early retirement to relieve me from it. Well...i just hope when i reach menopause phase..the hormonal fluctuations will rest a bit. How did it go for you btw?