Hi @Former-Member and @Adek and anyone else who has joined in or been reading...

How are your thoughts, actions and feelings treating you?

Anything good been happening you'd like to share?

How are you managing?

I think im a very sensitive person. And go into bad thinking cycles very easily which is hard to break free from. And there is a recognized list of bad thinking patterns and its all me through and through. Plus, i miss ques and urges. And feel unmotivated and not real enthusiastic about the options in front of me. And my body just follows along.

I'd be getting out and about as much as possible if i was yous. And also retreating and enjoying solitude and the few simple and easy joys that life has to offer. Its hard i know. Keeping contact with a few select people also helps. For a phone call here and there with someone who accepts, understands, listens and supports. Not totally relying on any one of them. But knowing you have go to relationships when things get tough. Or on the contrary. When things are good. And also using the professional supports that are in place to help you live a better life. And other self managed coping strategies. It all adds up. Plus if there's a relationship/s on your mind that's causing you problems. Better to sort them out then be stressed about it day after day. Cause i think we need a variety of people in our life. That we're all on good terms with.

Slow and steady wins the race. Life is a marathon not a running race. Take day bye day...

I suppose life is a steady decline once you've hit a certain age. And its definitely not perfect or a fairytale for anyone. Probably the opposite now i think about it. But its good to get some good stuff out of life from time to time. I myself find it easy to hesitate, procrastinate, double question and then do nothing and just spend time with myself. But as humans are. We need something to do with our lives. We need relationships. Goals to achieve. Meaning. Purpose. Significance. Etcetera.

Otherwise what would we do?

With myself. its a juggle up between. Be a home body or follow through with my urges. Both are as hard as one another when i think about it.