@eudemonism @Former-Member..the other day when i laughed..it was not eudemonism whom i was laughing at. Its the mirror image of whom i was 10 years ago i was laughing at. I had been gross with everybody and complaining at everything around me..my psychiatrist, counselor, friends, mother, siblings, exhusband.. Everybody and everything seemed wrong...having plots against me, talked bad about me... disliked me etc until i discovered from a workshop that our minds are actually a huge and powerful magnet. What we attract..is what we have in our minds.

Since then..i started attending seminars and forum on selfhelp, mindfulness etc and the fact that we cant be at peace with the surrounding until we are at peace with our inner being. Then i began to do a lot of reflection on my past, learn to live the present, plan for hereafter..and beginning to look at whatever comes our way as a gift, a test..not to invade or degrade us..but to make mankind and life colorful. Only the fittest will survive and win his battle. And i hope we are one of them.