@Mustang67 oh wow, thanks for sharing! also i'm sorry for the loss of your partner, i can't image how hard that must've been for you - i can see how hard you're working to heal 💙

reincarnation is a big part of my religion, along with things like karma/dharma - apparently our souls will keep reincarnating into new bodies until we learn all our life lessons (and in our religion, its pretty impossible for us to learn all the lessons of life in one lifetime, hence the reincarnation). i used to watch youtube videos of kids remembering their family from a previous life. There's also people who do meditative practices where they could remember their previous live(s) - one of my aunty's did it and she remembered a couple of previous lifetimes - i'm not sure how much i believe this stuff but i prefer to keep an open mind, i reckon anything is possible and finding an explanation for the unexplainable is what keeps us moving forward sometimes