We often put on a 'brave face' even when we are not feeling that way @gymgirl240 - it is a self-protection mechanism. We don't want others to know or think any differently of us - that is why what you are doing is so brave - you are facing it 'head-on', taking action and walking thepath many cannot - that is more than brave  When you are having those bad days - remember this and know that your inner strength is guiding you through this