Morning @Gazza75 @greenpea @outlander @Faith-and-Hope @BlueBay @MDT @CheerBear @saturnzoon @Shaz51 and whoever else might be passing through.

Had my best day in ages yesterday. A day off being a mum, just to hang out with my husband and relax. It was great. Only bad spot was my Dr's called and rescheduled my Monday appointment to the following Monday because of a family emergency. Totally get Dr's have lives too and hope things are OK.

But this morning I woke up with a giant ball of anxiety. Another 8 days until I see him and get a med review/psychiatrist referral!?! My psychologist wrote him a letter after our appt on Thursday because he was so worried about me. Thursday night was the darkness night I've had in so long, and I truly didn't know if I'd be here.

Anyway, just panicking a bit about this curve ball. Also my boss meets with HR tomorrow about my MH and our director's unacceptable behaviour, so feeling sick with worry about that. Argh, stupid head 😣😣😣😣