Hi, I’m a mum of two older teens. One who is struggling a lot with depression and suicidal ideation and I’m looking sir support.  I’ve walked this road with him for many many years. He recently went off his meds and I just feel completely lost. 

Im usually a fun bubbly person but of late feel very out of touch with that. I also don’t want to be a mess as my daughter worries. 

I have a good supportive husband although he often doesn’t understand. 

my son also has ASD 2. 

Any direction on what chat to join would be appreciated. Never used anything like this before 

P