Hi lovely @Shaz51  Good days bad days sweetheart as many of us do. My girl still estranged from me but at least the occasional txt these days. I’m told she is stable in the sense that no hospitalisation for some years now and still undergoing ECT x 5 weekly as well as depot. Gosh the years are slipping by since I’ve seen her, coming up to 5 now. Some days the weight of this leaves it hard to breathe. I have a good cry and then move on. Getting better at moving on these days in that I’m not letting the sadness of it all get the better of me. I still live in hope that one day she will agree to a visit 🙏